Nathalie

god can be so cruel sometimes.... :(

its not fair...i love him so much!

wow i havent updated this thing for years lol..and some of my older posts are soo ambarrasing!! lol haha well a few things have changed...i get along well with my mom and i have a good job and i just been named assistant manager!! im up for it but a lil nervous...and theres this guy whos stalking me...today i saw him come in the store and i asked my boss if i could go to the bathroom so he wouldent see me..when i came back he was gone..thank god. but he is kinda cute though...but he scares me. and as usual my exs are being asses..my latest lol ex came today at work with his pregnant girlfriend..nuff said

well thats pretty much it for now

Nana

well im not dead...yet lol well it seems its been forever i updated this well iv been pretty busy latly the past few months have been crazy iv traveled alot been to las vegas for about 2 weeks wow had an awesome time there lol just wow wont go in details but u khow lol been to cleveland to visit my cousin whos been really sick but now is doing better thankfully.well been working too and having my usual daily arguments with my mom we dont get along really well we can stay 2 days whitout arguing but then it comes back again its not a big deal really but it gets kinda anoyin but oh well my mom want me to be perfect something i cant and wont be.on an lighter side of things my sister got her first job and let me say it was a disaster lol she hated it i guess im not the only spoiled lil brat in the familly,im so lazy its crazy lol i never had to do anything i always got what i wanted but i khow its not gonna be like that for ever.i was joking with my brother that i would go to the velvet revolver concert with him only if i got the tickets for free lol,and he got them for me i was like omg i dont wanna go! he likes the band i dont,now i have to go lol if anyone dont khow who velvet revolver are they are guns n roses but whitout axl and with really crappy songs,lyrics and a fag for a lead singer.i got my copy of rolling stone mag this week end i was more then exited to see guns n roses on the cover! i wish it was the new band whit new info on the new album (lol) but no.anyways im single and have been for almost 4 months and u khow what i love it,i never thought i would ,im always used to being with someone, i like my freedom but i would give it up is axl rose gave me a call lol .my ex boyfriend brandon has a new girl i heard i havent seen him in a long time we had a verry complicated realationship we were engaged for a while but i broke it up when ever we were together we would always argu and fight anyways i heard his new g/f was hot,oh yea big deal it just makes me sick that after we broke up he began dating another girl who i see almost everyday and then dump her.i khow i was the one who broke up with him but he did alot of shit to me and i couldent take it anymore,but i miss him sometimes i miss the few good times we had lol im just happy i dont see him anymore nor his stupid assholes he calls friends.well im gonna go bye bye

nat

a song i wrote

fuck you
i have one life to live
and i will not live it for you
or the way you want me too
you think u took away everything from me
but look now i got it all back and more
but i dont hate you no,i thank you for bringin
the bitch inside of me out and now i can finaly say
screw you.

your words they cut me up inside,ther still some peices missing
and im still trying to get them all together
but it wont take forever you khow
when u look at yourself in the mirror,are u proud?
i forgive you,i khow youv been hurt too
i will never be the same again,i will never be perfect...again
i laugh ,it keeps me from cryin
i smile but its all an act,its a mask
you words will never hurt me again
and i hope you can forgive me too someday
cos what you did to me,i will do to you

a lil poem i wrote about someone who shall remain nameless for now...


you inspire me
whit your fuck you attitude
it made me wanna do it too
your a rebel,your so bad i wish i had
but what does the world think of you?
do they even know you,do they even know whats true
you scream,it keeps you from cryin
i can see right throu you,cos iv been there too
your such a saint,but such a whore
i listen to every word u sing
and it tells me a millions stories
your voice is my lullaby,it keeps me alive
life gets hard sometimes,but seeing your face makes it easier
im not crazy ,im just lazy
you remind me of someone,someone iv never had
i always wished that I could find someone as talented and beautiful as you
i always wished that I could be as talented and beautiful as you
you gave me so much,i wish i could give it all back
but i have nothing,nothing but this to give you
so i hope someday u can sing about me too
cos this song is about you

i have a thing for russian boys really bad its not even funny ok maybe a lil lol,but anyways all i can say is anna kournikova was one lucky bitch,i would pay alot to be between those two....litterly


(me here)


ok i know im a very Naughty Girl lol.......haha

me and brandon broke up for good nuff said later oh and happy new year

pretty sad i dont want them to move to an other us city,but if they move them to an canadian city im all for it but notttttt hamilton!! winnipeg wonld be great..anyways.xmas is a few days away im gonna spend it at my uncles place most of my familly are gonna be there and thats a lot of people its gonna be crowded....lol about new years day i dont know what im gonna do yet will see

by the way the canucks suck soooo bad its funny

pavel bure.....im so bored but hes sooooo cute lol i would soooo do him

thats the rumeur im hearing on the net now if thats true than i know someone who will be pleased to hear that her beloved sergei is coming to mtl....lol anyway its saying that we will trade ninnimaa (whatever his name is) and bonk now i like bonk and sergei is getting kinda old but oh well...go habs go

p-s: and if sergei comes to mtl he can stay at my place if he wants.....lol